Death always on my mind can’t do anything 
Always scared of what its going to do 
If it takes over what will happen 
If I give it strength will it eat my soul? 
It gives me the urge to quit 
It gives me strength to burn it 
It brings me power and joy
The adrenalin rushes threw me
The dying feeling in my heart
The way it burns in my heart   
My soul just dyes
My heart just pumps 
Dark blood rushing threw me 
Black blood poring out 
Evil and death always on my mind 
Nothing stopping me from hurting myself
One cut it all goes away nothing 
But your blood your mark your soul your heart
All in one message that’s is saying death and just die now
All in your heart and mind just telling you too leave 
Doesn’t waste time just leave?
No one loves you 
Just leave before you get sucked in
Get out make a cut I don’t care just leave make
Marks on the wall lick your own blood up
Taste the blood that pours out of you 
That’s all life is 
 
